You know am feeling you
The same way am feeling him
Action, reaction
What am I gonna do?
Am usually not like this
Let me tell you
It’s your scent I dream about
I dream about the way it lingers
The way I feel you all around
But you’re not here
How can I deliver hugs and kisses into the air
Grabbing at all the nothingness around me
I can’t live on air alone
Breathing it in
Yet drowning in it at the same time
With all the false promises, it gives me
He gives me
Empty adoration
I am well-tended to
Waited on
Gazed upon countless
Yet not wished to understood
In a perfect little world,
I am beautiful
In another kind of light
I am simply stunning
But I don’t understand any of it
Simply because, I am not humane
You always cared about what was on the inside
With you away, it’s withered
Yes, I have grown strong but cold as well
I can’t see true beauty in myself
In order to do that
I have to find myself first
I can’t remember the last time I laughed
I miss myself
I miss you
Yet I still feel you