Waiting For Him

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You’ve been waiting

Praying into the smoke

Fasting and hoping

Barely controlling yourself

 

Waiting for him

Barely breathing

Holding your breath

So he can glide in

Just like all your dreams

 

Happy that you waited for him

He’s it

And some more

 

Elated that you knew better

Staying away from it all

Told temptation to get lost

Kept it intact

 

You’re clean and pure

As you kept it shut

Never letting it breathe

Strangling it in the dark

Choking away its desires

Smothering its hot flames

 

Wrapped in a tight cloth

That can’t be cut through

No room for error

You hold on tight

Denying your sexuality

 

Driving it deeper into your soul

Hoping your soul tames it

Till it no longer roars

But purrs demurely

 

Gazing into the stars

Like a dessert flower

You almost withered once

But your sanity always comes back

 

Since your lock was infinite

You said no to Tony

He moved like wildfire

Dropping sweet nothings all over

Stared at you like stars

Starring into your soul

Searing through it

But you said no to hell

 

Forced your waters to stay calm

Lowering the heat

Forcing your heart to control

 

It wasn’t easy

As you kept watch

Other flowers danced in the rain

Never scared of getting a little wet

Happy with the heights

 

Staying dry in the shade

Kissed by the sunlight

Radiating happiness

Your thirst never quenched

Drowning in the oasis

Waiting still

Waiting forever

Cookie forever on lockdown

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